ok， so it IS the season of...

from the access counter， i think no-ones readin this page， so i decided to write in a bit more， ’proper’ language.
no more need to hide what im writin! hehe

well， thinking from since when i was in glenwood， i remember that autumn was ALWAYS the season when i get friends with new ppl or just getting closer to someone.
thats why when i wrote (or tried to write) Neofraternijzation， there was always that word in teh subtitle. it was unavoidable.

ok， so what im saying， is that though its slow， there is a progress between us， and ok， i spent most of the time today with neo and he accepts it. ok good sign.

so， the question is， WHY NOW?
its been almost an year since i came back， and hey， isnt it kinda late to re-realize that im his good friend?
awe， but dont get this wrong; i dont want him to fool me again! lol

well， i have few hypothesises.
Hypothesis1: everyone gets sympathetic and empathetic in fall， and thus get fraternized.
Hypothesis2: he now thinks im ’safe’
Hypothesis3: maybe im showing a kind of ’safe’ sign/

i donno， i cant think now.
well why not let us just think its the first one?
im a romantist.

ok， now the second topic for today!
i realized that i hate， one guy.
i just realized it.
i hate him， hate his appearance， and ABOMINATE his behavior， speech， opininon， what he says， whatever.

well the thing is why im writing baout this here.
well， certainly when i dislike a person，
THATS RARE
i want to， and probably will one day， kick his ass.
hehe

wateva

ok its already late today

cya ppl， if there are any. lol

wwwwww