A new state

well， everything changes. thats for sure.
am i really moving on?? like i mean is it really like the lyrics of ’cool’?? ykno， the beggining part of it.

one thing is that the arrow of neo->bro is in fact indeed， progressing. haha
well ummm， im not really sure if i should be happy with that tho. cuz doesnt that also mean tht the old myself is dying now? ah， nevermind actually.

but here， i we face another problem.
thats the fact of eknonivulism.
ukno， its really easy to eknonivulize when your in a school like this. lol and thats not really a thing that u can be greatful.
the thing is tht altho eknonivulism is kinda HARD， its still fun and happy to falin: so u cant really think that u shud be out of that state. its comfortable in this situation， this distance， as a good friend ukno.
so no progress， no retogress. hmm.

dont kno if its gonna work， but another thing is that im actually fancying bro as a u-kno-what-i-wanna-say.
tho， its virtually impossible for him to UKWIWS cuz he didnt know the word， i still think of， dream of， wish of him to actually make a good symmetrical human relation diagram. u know what i mean right?hehe

kk， well never mind of the exam. fuck it. lol
cya-

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