You know， the thing that sux is that even though personally， i was quite doing well yesterday in the game， we still lost and that kinda indicates what a goaly can do for the team and what a goaly just cant. It’s a shame kinda. but well， i guess i still have many points to improve and ill just consentrate on that. yeah.
well， thats what i felt yesterday for the game.
I REALLY DO THINK THAT WE COULD DO BETTER
SO LETS JUST MAKE IT DIFFERENT NEXT TIME!
OK?
ok， now to the topics of today.
today， most of the CHUUYA fes. members were decided. Wood was kinda in it and he was most of the time gathering up people， which didnt really go well in our class because there were already some people who are considered as black sheeps in the member already when he came here.
well， thats not the problem here really.
the thing is that he didnt， HE DIDNT AT ALL look at me or anything during when he was thinking of the possible members from our class. not at all youknow， not even a single glance. And im quite sure that he was INTENTIONALLY ignoring me.
I just decided with myself that if HE， himself asked me if i would， id join in. cuz even thou all the other members kinda sucked， i WAS in fact interested in building up a whole new thing by ourselves， trying to make people enjoy.
well， how it actually went was half predictable， but also disturbing at the same time. I REALLY DO THINK THAT HE HATES ME NOW. DONNO WHY BUT JUST AS A MATTER OF FACT.
I’m not mad you know.
im not.
cuz it was kinda obvious from the begining.
just sayin that its pitty that im probably not gonna participate in this thing and thats just too bad for me as well.
neh， never mind.
it might change anyway.
like， he might just，，， ah， fuckit， how could that happen.
Im just so fucking upset because i just realized how much he doesnt consider me as one of his closest friends anymore.
ok， i dont like him either， but still.
its always better when you know someone is ur friend， but yeah， just too bad.
OK， now about the bright side.
Neo said good bye.
FROM HIMSELF.
cant deny that i was surprised.
i stared at him.
he was looking down.
FINE， ALL MYSTERY TO ME
also， again， it was fun talking with bro today after the clubs. i know， its a trivial thing， but for me， that IS kind of an oasis you know. lol
fine， be that way.
oh yeah， im mad at one thing.
why is he like even MORE cool when we’re apart?
or is it like a similar case with neo?
ah， whateva
think im just too sleepy now.
drunk ?
ID SAY YEAH!"
NO MOMS WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO
hope i dont become an alchoholic lol
ok， cya-
well， thats what i felt yesterday for the game.
I REALLY DO THINK THAT WE COULD DO BETTER
SO LETS JUST MAKE IT DIFFERENT NEXT TIME!
OK?
ok， now to the topics of today.
today， most of the CHUUYA fes. members were decided. Wood was kinda in it and he was most of the time gathering up people， which didnt really go well in our class because there were already some people who are considered as black sheeps in the member already when he came here.
well， thats not the problem here really.
the thing is that he didnt， HE DIDNT AT ALL look at me or anything during when he was thinking of the possible members from our class. not at all youknow， not even a single glance. And im quite sure that he was INTENTIONALLY ignoring me.
I just decided with myself that if HE， himself asked me if i would， id join in. cuz even thou all the other members kinda sucked， i WAS in fact interested in building up a whole new thing by ourselves， trying to make people enjoy.
well， how it actually went was half predictable， but also disturbing at the same time. I REALLY DO THINK THAT HE HATES ME NOW. DONNO WHY BUT JUST AS A MATTER OF FACT.
I’m not mad you know.
im not.
cuz it was kinda obvious from the begining.
just sayin that its pitty that im probably not gonna participate in this thing and thats just too bad for me as well.
neh， never mind.
it might change anyway.
like， he might just，，， ah， fuckit， how could that happen.
Im just so fucking upset because i just realized how much he doesnt consider me as one of his closest friends anymore.
ok， i dont like him either， but still.
its always better when you know someone is ur friend， but yeah， just too bad.
OK， now about the bright side.
Neo said good bye.
FROM HIMSELF.
cant deny that i was surprised.
i stared at him.
he was looking down.
FINE， ALL MYSTERY TO ME
also， again， it was fun talking with bro today after the clubs. i know， its a trivial thing， but for me， that IS kind of an oasis you know. lol
fine， be that way.
oh yeah， im mad at one thing.
why is he like even MORE cool when we’re apart?
or is it like a similar case with neo?
ah， whateva
think im just too sleepy now.
drunk ?
ID SAY YEAH!"
NO MOMS WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO
hope i dont become an alchoholic lol
ok， cya-
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