HEY， I DIDNT KNOW YOU WERE INTERESTED IN ME

so neo went back home with me and that was also "hidden" to everyone else. ah， ill come back to this later.

as i mentioned YESTERDAY in this diary， i-m is becoming one of my very good friends， and that is in a way， a type of fraternizing.
neo， actually thought， or felt or what ever actually， but he asked me if i actually like i-m.
GOOD EYE NEO!
i was kinda surprised.

yeah， explained it clear and cut.
he also kinda mentioned that he was GLAD that i wasnt in love with i-m cuz as he says， "it can make things go wrong" meaning that the entire group’s relationship might become a bit nasty.
he said ギクシャク.
which means that he was in fact once in a state where he consider our (neoni) relation， ギクシャク。
well， actually， yeah， CANT DENY IT
so， then，，， what actually changed it?
or at least what does HE think that changed it?

i can either ask him tomorrow， or
maybe ishouldnt.
i donno.

howabout this?

only if we had time with JUST THE TWO OF US and also if he kinda mentions about the conversation that we had today.

ok， that should be fair for me and him as well.

good good.

ok，， this is kinda it for today

so

cya--

PS

so what i thought about neo hiding the fact that we two are together is i think towards krb.
or maybe not. :-P
like you know， he isnt completely free about being together only with me.
so then， what does this indicate?

umm he doesnt want krb to know that he is going to be with me because that might make krb think that neo also has some feelings towards me and as neo thinks， that might mean to krb that we two are kinda together
soo，，，，

umm， so what? 笑

oh， so that MAY lead to a kind of a uncomfortableness between THEM， cuz they are so GAY. lol

ok， what ever.

he didnt tell cuz he isnt completely comfortable with it.
fine.

IM SURE ITLL CHANGE

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